am a former SI Christian
iv been apart of churches my hole life
iv not done any self harm in about a year now
and I was filled with the holy ghost 2 weeks ago at a Christian camp which I went to for about a week
i then went a few days later and gave a testimony about my life growing up and the terrible things that happen to me and my cutting and suicide past in front of 150 people during a service there trying to provide not only insight and hope to many people but some knowledge into some of the reasons for suicide and cutting
i would say it went amazing had 3 people after the service talk to me about there cutting
and at least 10 more serious talks about life with others
and i seem to touch half the camp and i went on to win the award they gave out to the single most outstanding Christian character of camp 2007
anyway my life right now is going beyond my wildest dreams i ever thought and am about to be published for some poetry
and thats what has been going on the past 2 weeks for me
anyway God is awesome!