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Eir · 02-04-2017, 04:02 PM

I can't admit right out say that I'm thinking about killing myself. I'd end up scheduled and basically in the same position as a failed attempt.
I can't tell my parents, or my ex cos I'd see my daughter less and while I wish I could have time off, I don't want to lose my girl altogether. Not my brother cos he'd tell my parents. I feel awful when I burden my bestie.
I'm gonna stay up til eight to try for an appointment sooner. I'm not dangerous to anyone but myself. But it's a Risk.

02-04-2017, 04:02 PM	#11
Eir ignoring the cacophony Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Australia I am currently:	I can't admit right out say that I'm thinking about killing myself. I'd end up scheduled and basically in the same position as a failed attempt. I can't tell my parents, or my ex cos I'd see my daughter less and while I wish I could have time off, I don't want to lose my girl altogether. Not my brother cos he'd tell my parents. I feel awful when I burden my bestie. I'm gonna stay up til eight to try for an appointment sooner. I'm not dangerous to anyone but myself. But it's a Risk.
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