I need help
I have been trying desperately to get help through non-crisis services. I am so scared of crisis services. I'd rather die than lose my autonomy.
But nobody calls back. I'm under the CMHT but my last CC left in September. They got a new one last month but I can't get hold of her.
My mum spoke to the duty worker on Friday and apparently hthey'd ring back this morning. They didn't so I rang the duty worker at lunchtime and they said they'd e-mail the CMHT manager and ask him to ring but he didn't. It sliding too far away from me. I can't let them have me.