theyre things that arent there and i know theyre not there. im used to seeing them, i have since i was 9, but lately theyve been vivid, ive been able to feel them, and i feel really upset or mad or whatever i would feel if it was actually happening. and once i couldnt remember which one was real, this or that... it only happened once but it was horrible. its my boyfriend i keep seeing, i love him so much, i hate seeing him doing those things..
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