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Promises suck :/
I just dont know what to do. My mom has made me promise to her to not SI so many times I hate it. Every time like a idiot I just say "ok" I mean what am I going to say? "ummm well I don't think I can do that, see yah!" the urges to cut are just so strong atm. I would normally just try the five minute thing or a rubber band but I snap the band to much and it makes a small cut anyway :/ and the 5 minute rule just almost makes me think about it more. And seeing that I just got out of the hospital I would just be sent there again. And to tell u the truth the hospital scares the **** out of me.....
Like I said promises suck :/
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