Thanks. I thought I'd feel more proud or a bit of relief after making the phone call but I don't.
Been trying to think about things I enjoy doing... but I'm struggling to answer that. I don't get a lot of enjoyment out of things any more and I know that's probably down to depression.
Going for another walk tomorrow with my friend. Hopefully it will be a bit longer this time and we'll have more time to talk about stuff (her stuff)... and then I have a busy day on Saturday. Filling the time between that on my own is difficult. I'm slowing chipping away at the washing up that's been building up for weeks (and I mean weeks, found a dirty bowl that I know was from three weeks ago...)
I wish I could just potter around, watch tv, and do a bit of gardening or a bit of tidying without it building up to be a monumental and unrealistic task to achieve.
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