[Lonely In The Crowd]

If your sexually abused then you've lost your virginity to that disgusting person, right? I was sexually abused when I was around 3 or 4 and there was penetration so that disgusting man stole it didn't he? Can you still be considered a virgin if it was not consentual? I suppose I already know the answer, I just what to know what others think and need to vent! When you lose your virginity it's meant to be something special and to someone you love, well at least that's wat I would have liked. I just feel so dirty and damaged. How can anyone ever love me?