Comatose, I think that is a positive attribute, yes. But it just throws my diagnosis into more doubt. The doctors and people that do MBT make so many statements that 'pd's feel this and ]that' and it doesn't relate to me at all.
Dollypop, that's pretty much how I feel. I spoke to one of the therapists (though not about this exactly) and she said she was 'concerned'. Its so funny when they say that.
Yesterday I was writing in my diary. I just let the writing flow. I said last night in my diary that I needed to see blood, but not my own.
I nearly went out. But then remembered there are cameras here so I wouldn't have an alibi.
I don't fancy going back to a forensic unit particularly, and it would guarantee that my baby would be taken away.
Sorry, getting distracted by my own thoughts....
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