I'm sorry your hand was hurt. It sounds very painful and not being able to move your fingers must be difficult. Are you sure you can't talk to the nurses? I know being kicked out is a big problem for you, but I also think they probably don't want you to hide it in when you're in pain. They can probably figure out whether you need help with the injury or not.
The session with the DID specialist sounds so difficult. It sounds like it would be a really hard thing to discuss in such detail. Do you think talking to him will end up being helpful? I think you're very brave to keep going with therapy when things are so painful.
I'm sorry you're not feeling good. The group sounds very triggering. I'm not surprised you don't feel very good. Are any distractions working? Maybe you could try some drawing?
Thinking of you.
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