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Old 04-12-2015, 11:57 PM   #1
Ballerina123
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Join Date: Feb 2012
Location: North east England
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I'm sorry- been admitted post 39

I'm sorry if I die.
I'm sorry for what I have done
I just can't stop.
I'm afraid if I carry on this way I will kill myself.
Not on purpose.
I don't want to die.
But my behaviour and thoughts are life threatening and I can't stop.

So much is going on.
I can't even type it out incase it triggers me further and I continue self distructing


I'm embarrassed and selfish
I'm broken.

I'm scared to die.
I'm scared incase I don't stop till its over


Last edited by Ballerina123 : 12-12-2015 at 06:41 PM.


The average,
well-adjusted adult
gets up at 7.30am feeling just plain terrible.


Call me Kate.

I have dyslexia so please excuse my poor spelling and sometimes poor understanding.


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