Isolation will only make you feel worse in the long run lovely. Keep talking to friends, family, professionals and us. We are here for you <3
Is there anything which would help you to feel safe? Maybe snuggling up with some blankets and your dog and putting on a disney film.
None of this is your fault at all. Don't let him have any power over you. He was in the wrong, and you have control over whether this is going to ruin you or make you stronger.