My mother used to rub or touch my bare bottom in the bathroom. As soon as I was aware of what was happening I blocked myself from having any sexual feelings and in a way I am glad for that.
I still hate her for what she's done to me. She said that if I didn't explain why I didn't want her to touch me then it was my own fault. Bitch.
I am hoping to get away in a month or two. Get a job, find an apartment. School didn't work out, so why not spread my wings and fly away instead of suffering for no cause?
Edit: I used to shout at her and once I almost hit her for what she was doing. I ****ing hate her.
Last edited by lynx : 12-02-2010 at 03:31 PM.
Reason: forgot to mention severeness of rage