The guilt/Reporting it.
Does anyone else get this? The guilt?
I can't sleep because of it.
They say I was raped but I put myself in that situation so maybe I deserved it? I am a vile person, I've done horrible things, I think it was my comeuppance. But, maybe I got it all wrong, what if it was just rough sex and nothing else.
I'm so confused, I'm so sad.
It happened late last year, surely I'd be over it by now, whatever happened.
I just can't live the guilt. It's ****ing killing me.
Last edited by MunchBox : 03-09-2018 at 10:33 PM.
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