If you unhappy about the way you're feeling you should talk to someone, and like control freak said, they could help you deal with the feelings etc.
Would being a male make your life and feelings better?
Would you be happy with wearing male clothes/changing name etc but without having operation or testosterone?
Or would you rather learn to cope with the feelings and thoughts without actually physically altering your body?
Sorry to be nosey, was just wanting a bit more info to see how we can help or what advice to suggest :)
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