I am approved to be in program until the end of the week. I don't see why the insurance would not approve more time with the given symptoms but I guess I'll know more in a few days.
About two months or so ago I had a tarot/medium reading (only my second one ever). It was very intense. She channeled someone in my life putting her hands on my cheeks and saying that "You matter" shortly after she asked if I was suicidal. She became very tearful and channeled someone that she knew who committed suicide and came to her for help after he died. She told me that if you kill yourself everything that you are struggling with remains but worse because you might not understand what is going on or even know that you are dead. I am very scared of this and it is the only thing keeping me from acting on my plans.
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