Back again *may contain triggers*
I stopped cutting for over a month and then last week i went back to drinking heavily and when i do that. I cut. Except for the last 3 days i didnít get the chance to drink and itís been like hell. I feel disconnected and anxious all the time. I canít stand staying home nor going to school. I canít talk to anyone about it because, well, no one knows and most people i know are pretty judgemental or will ask me whatís been bothering me latelywhich is a question i donít have the answer to because i really donít know. I really donít know what to do.