I just wondered...
Am I alone in completely separating my relationship with God, from the pain I inflict upon myself?
I have self harmed for the majority of the past 3 years, I am now 16, but even at 11 i rememeber purposefully harming myself.
I understand God loves me, i have so much passion to be a christian and share my faith openly...
But i can't help thinking what impression i would be giving to others if they found out that i am a christian and yet still self harming.
I read a post of a website the other day, it brought it home that i am commiting this sin against this God who loves me, on almost a daily basis.
No one at my church knows the extent to which i am doing this to myself.
Do you ever get just so tired of waiting yet not wanting to be found out?
would be so grateful for a reply from anyone x
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