The cinema was good. We saw transformers. Then we went out for a meal and Ritzi and I shared so I knew it was safe. It was lovely.
Then today I planned on using a razor to try to kill myself/damage myself but the thing seemed to be made out of reinforced plastic and all I managed to do was snap the head off. I'm so annoyed and upset right now. I told the nurse I'd dropped it and stood on it and she didn't ask any questions. I don't know what to do. I'd been planning this since last week and I failed and now I'm still alive and don't know what to do.
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