Honey, I know how you feel. When you've had your mind tell you over and over that you're only ok if you're thin, it's natural to want to go back to it, no matter how much help you've had, or how unhappy you were when you were in the throes of it. You're doing so well, not succumbing to it.
Do you have any professional help atm? Someone who can help you deal with it?
PM me if you want to chat.
Katie xx
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