I am pointless, I am worthless. I am using up resources. I want someone to hear me and that is bad, I want someone to know how suicidal I am and how much I want to self destruct even though I don't do risky things much any more. I am in emotional agony and it's all my fault. When are my mind and body going to allow me to properly hurt myself or take risks? This stillness is not right.
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