It was awkward because I had attempted like two days earlier. They were frustrated with me, especially my CPN because I'd promised her I wouldn't do anything.
They've upped my antipsychotic and increased my prn anti anxiety to regular.
I tried to find the guy on fb. For hours. Couldn't find him, the name I remember probably isn't his real name, he didnt give me his real phone number so it makes sense if it wasn't.
Overwhelmed and sad.