I can't live anymore. Things have gotten so fucking bad.
I can't live with the guilt of the assault, flashbacks have occured today, seeing him on my bed, touching me. I can't. Vile. I'm off my depot, and surprise surprise, things are worse.
My housemate in supported living is fucking killing me so after 4 months I've decided to move out so I can die in peace lol.
I'm anxious 24/7. Like internally anxious.
I need help. I've been doing awful things again.