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Old 09-01-2020, 05:46 PM   #2028
The Shadow of the Day
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland

My CPN didn't manage to phone back today. I hope she does tomorrow and I'm able to answer and she can do something to help. I now have the whole evening ahead of me and I don't know how to cope. Crisis are visiting me again on Saturday but it's the one person who isn't helpful for me plus one other person but the unhelpful one always takes over when she's on. So I might not be getting any proper support for a while. I'm seeing my support worker on Monday but we're going to the library and I don't think I can talk to her about things in there. I'm not seeing my CPN till the 30th. I don't know if she could offer me an earlier appointment. I really don't want to fight any more, I wish killing myself was easier.

I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

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