I'm so sorry you've experienced this. I've experienced something similar so I have some understanding of this. I do think though that it's probably for the best if you see your GP. If there are a few doctors at your surgery you can always ask to be seen by a female doctor. They'd be able to tell you if it' physical or if it's not, rule that out and then it'd likely be emotional.
STI tests are hard after something like this has happened, but if the guy didn't use a condom then it's probably better to get a check to rule it out.
No one will involve the police if you don't want them to. In my experience they asked me if police had been involved, I told them yes although they weren't involved at that point as I'd decided not to pursue things, and they left it at that. I think they feel they should suggest it but won't force you to contact them or report anything.
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