It's all come back
I had been doing really well. I'd gone almost a whole year without harming. Then out of the blue everything's just crumbled. I was at home and got a call from my mum asking to help her throw out some stuff so I went over and we ended up finding my old school yearbook so I took it home with me, and reading it's reminded me of all the shit that was going on with me at the time that I never told anyone about. And it's reminded me that I haven't kept in touch with ANY of my friends from school. Not one. So that got me thinking that maybe I wasn't that great back then and that they don't really want to keep in touch or anything and... well I don't want to go into it in detail. But I'm back to where I was before.
I was doing so well.