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Old 20-04-2012, 01:29 AM   #87
bleeding black
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Rosy,
Thank you.

We don't think we could manage even one yoghurt. It seems impossible.

The flashbacks are horrible. We are sorry you know what it's like.
The exhaustion is really sucky, we just don't have the energy to do things. We've been sleeping (getting to sleep late and waking up a lot) but still getting sleep so that's not as bad as it could be.

We had our morning sustagen under the watching eye of a nurse. Feel terrible about it but she kept reminding us its t keep our body and brain working, which we want. We just don't want to gain.

Today is a hard day. In group we were talking about anger and one of the boys was talking about his cousin getting stabbed and it triggered us quite a lot, we haven't been stabbed before but have seen someone being stabbed fatally.

Not feeling good today, too many I memories.

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