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Old 16-04-2012, 11:24 PM   #10
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I can relate a lot to what you're saying. I think for me, but I don' tknow about you, i sthat I've shut off from feeling so much. I've been in crisis about 3 times already this year, and I think I've just shut off from it all to not deal with it, which would make sense because I have DID, so I'm guessing it's just a part of that and how I deal with things. I can't cry anymore, even though sometimes I lie there and I really want to and I'm crying in my head, but I'm not in real life. I sometimes think horrible things about hurting people and I just find it funny, or when my partner is talking me out of hurting msyelf I just find it funny that I try and kill myself so regularly - which I know objectively is mental, but in real life, my head is just not screwed on to it.

I think it may be a coping mechanism. You feel to much so your body shuts off mentally. I'm sure the brain is capable of that, that's how some people manage to survive trauma and things. xx

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