Life feels scary
I don't really know what I want from this thread.
Perhaps somewhere safe to be honest but I don't know how long this method will stay safe.
I've been hearing voices and seeing horrible images really intensely. People are following me gain and watching. They get triggered out during this end of the year. They want to brainwash me into killing myself. I can hear them shiwpering from the drains and they are scrambling my thoughts.
I'm really struggling to focus and formulate some sort of plan.
I have two options: Go into hiding or plan for my death.