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Old 21-08-2017, 05:49 PM   #135
The Shadow of the Day
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland

Thanks. I was allowed to see my CPN and was worried that she was angry with me but she said she wasn't and that no one is angry. I said that I don't want to do this any more and that nothing is going to help and she said she'll speak to my psychiatrist to see what they can offer me because she thinks things will get better, but I don't think there's anything else that can be offered to me. My CPN thinks I'm doing well by going out for a short walk most days and I'm meeting someone about volunteering on Wednesday but none of this feels like an achievement to me. Everything hurts so much.

I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

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