I know exactly how you feel. I have been IP at an eating disorder unit for 3 weeks now. I never felt that I was sick/bad/thin enough to admitted, I still don't. All the other patients here also say they don't know why they are here. Its the illness I guess and shows that you probably 'sick enough'
But do you really think there will be a point where you are sick enough? I know for me I can't.
As for getting worrying about not wanting to get better, hold on to the part small part that knows you need to stop.
I don't see that I need to get better as i don't think I have one. But tbh you really need to hang on to that part that knows you do have one. As I have ended up being sectioned for 6 months and you really don't want that.
Sorry that its not great advice, hope things work out good x
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