Thanx guys I appreciate wot u say.
Therapy....well I did go to c a psychiatrist for a long time but he just kinda gave up on me cos I just wasnt able to say anythin at all about anythin. He told me I was one of the hardest people he has ever had to work with because I continued to refuse to talk even though I really wanted to there was jsut like a brick wall there and I couldnt get past it. Maybe it was because it was a guy and I didnt feel comfortable talkin to him bout it but then I dont feel confident talkin to anyone bout anythin cos at the end of the day its not their problem so now I just dont talk to anybody cos nobody actually cares. There is one person I can talk to but I cant even talk to her bout this stuff cos its just sooo stupid. I think I can only talk on here now.
Thanx again
Ann xx
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