It's been a year now and everything has changed for the better. Just returned from a holiday of a life time to Africa and it really showed me how things are better. I didn't feel uncomfotable in shorts and a tshirt. People didn't even say anything about my scars and for once that felt so good. I swam with wild dolpnines, went diving and kite surfing (broke my leg though!). Self harm doesn't make me who I am anymore. I am strong and I wont forget that!