I've been told that I have to lose a big chunk of my body weight for surgery that I need and that's why I started losing weight this time. I know I'm too fat. It's the panic I get when I stop losing weight that makes me feel like I need to purge. Thankfully it's not every day I'm doing it but I'm scared as to how easy it is and how much I feel like I need it when I've had a big meal.
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