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Old 16-05-2012, 12:24 AM   #1
themeanreds
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I slipped up

So it's been over two years but I cut again.

Honestly I'm not even sure why, yeah I'm not ecstatically happy but equally I'm not down. That need just came from nowhere. There was a moment before, when I could see why was happening and thought I could call someone or come online but I guess I let it rule me for a but. Thinking about it I'm not even sure I let it,I wanted to do it so I did.


I just don't understand why,after all that time when I really haven't thought about it for about a year, it suddenly popped up.


It's just made me wonder, I thought it was all over and done with and now it seems I'm right back where I was.

I know this isn't a positive or helpful message but I'm just so upset with myself, I just did it without even trying to stop myself.


Last edited by themeanreds : 16-05-2012 at 12:25 AM. Reason: Typo


I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

But, we will beat this guys. We will recover our lives.

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