[HildaOgden]

things are not going well for me
I've been binging a lot (I don't purge) and am rapidly putting on a lot of weight
I was morbidly obese anyway.. I'm just getting even fatter
This is really distressing me
I was talking to a friend and she said, did I think that the binging was a form of self harm

I hadn't really thought of that.
In August it'll be a year since I last cut/burned

I don't know what to think

This binging is making me even more suicidal than I already am
I'm sorry I'm not thinking clearly and not sure if I'm making any sense

I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to make me stop binging