Well done for getting to uni.
I am sorry to hear you feel big, but I doubt you are big if you're clinically underweight. I'm sorry to hear that eating is producing so much stress for you.
Clozapine has a good efficacy as a drug but the side-effects can be a bit of a pain for some people. I've been on oral risperidone before but I cannot remember exactly what it was like as I was 15 when I took it (I'm 22 now).
Keep up with the art journalling, it sounds like it has a really positive impact on you.
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