Crying a lot. Talking to others. Always praying. Exercising. And when things get as bad as they did last night, calling crisis lines. Problem is seems like everyday I'm in crisis anymore. I should be leaving for my religious meeting right now and just feel too distressed, depressed, and exhausted to go. Just going to listening through our link. Thanks for the support. Still trying. And still looking at a bottle of pain pills.
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