I slept really badly last night. Took a sleeping tablet and slept for a few hours and then I woke up and was basically awake on and off for the rest of the night. We’re at Ritzi’s Nana’s now. I just want to go home. I’m anxious and on edge and I want to be at home in my pjs with the tv and my animals. The dogs are here but the cats are all at home.
Apparently my social worker called yesterday when I was lying down and was saying to Ritzi that hospital is always an option but it’s not. This isn’t mental health. I don’t think. I don’t know what to think any more. I’m struggling and I can’t remember the last time I struggled like this.