I know things are really hard right now and I wish I had better words.
I just want to remind you how important it is to try with a new therapist, because remember you have to have a therapist to receive case management and I really think having no support is probably gonna be worse than trying with a new person, even if it is scary and feels wrong. It won't be the same as your last therapist, but over time I think you can build a relationship with a new therapist who can help you continue the work you started with the last one. I know it sounds like the new therapist hasn't been mentioned since last week, but given it's a requirement to receive services there, I can almost guarantee it's something that's in the works even if it is not being mentioned constantly. I really hope you can try. I think it will be worth it over time.