I was so silly for putting myself in this place. I went to see my go on the Thursday and I litrally just cried. I cried so much and she was so worried she rang my cc straight away. I spoke to my cc and in the end I had to go with the ambulance she had called or she would arrange a MHa. So I went along. And got assessed and I said I wanted to work with HTT but because I’m out of borough they said my cc would have to arrange it the next day.
The next day came and I went there. The CMHT wouldn’t let me leave from levave from 09:30-14:30. I saw my cc and a different dr who then spoke to my consultant and in the end they decided to do a med rec for mha.
Mha happened on Saturday and I got detained. I feel so sad and tired. I just don’t have energy anymore. I can’t keep plodding.