It keeps happening over and over.
I feel so hopeless about whatís going on. I hate how things in my life are.
I donít like to use the word assaulted. To be more fair. I donít like the terminology sexually as I wasnít penetrated. But...
The guy at work is not hearing NO and continues. I try to shout and scream but I donít know if I am or if Iím loud enough. Iím finding things really hard. My nightmares and flashbacks are really bad and this stuff is making it worse.
I donít want to go to work. I want to stay and hide. I canít do this anymore. Why do I keep bringing this on. Why do I some hurt end up like this? What am I doing wrong?