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chingas · 31-08-2007, 08:17 PM

I miss my happiness.
I miss the times I was able to be less sad.
I miss the time before I was abused.
I miss the time I didn't hate this much.
I miss the time I felt I had a reason to live.
I miss the time I thought I would soon get a dog.
I miss the time I thought I could get abroad.
I miss the time I didn't cry every day.
I miss Mapi, my friend back in comprehensive school.
I miss Minna, I'm sorry it all failed 'cause of me.
I miss the time I wasn't depressed.
I miss the time I thought life was okay.
I miss my old class.
I miss June 2006.
I miss the time I had a job.
I miss my first working experience in a cow house.
I miss my old phone.
I miss the time I could eat without feeling guilty.
I miss the time I was mostly okay with my body.
I miss Hartsa, he was the best teacher ever.
I miss the time before I started to hate myself.
I miss Tiia. A lot.
I miss the mess in my room, it's not my room anymore now it's clean.
I miss the time I wasn't too tired to study.
I miss the time I did something physical exercises every week.
I miss the time I thought I could speak anything to her.
I miss the time when I didn't wanna die all the time.
I miss the time I didn't have panic attacks.
I miss the time I didn't have anykind of hallucinations.
I miss the time I wasn't afraid all the time.

I miss the time I was okay.

31-08-2007, 08:17 PM	#92
chingas Why does everything have to change? Join Date: Mar 2007 Location: Finland I am currently:	I miss my happiness. I miss the times I was able to be less sad. I miss the time before I was abused. I miss the time I didn't hate this much. I miss the time I felt I had a reason to live. I miss the time I thought I would soon get a dog. I miss the time I thought I could get abroad. I miss the time I didn't cry every day. I miss Mapi, my friend back in comprehensive school. I miss Minna, I'm sorry it all failed 'cause of me. I miss the time I wasn't depressed. I miss the time I thought life was okay. I miss my old class. I miss June 2006. I miss the time I had a job. I miss my first working experience in a cow house. I miss my old phone. I miss the time I could eat without feeling guilty. I miss the time I was mostly okay with my body. I miss Hartsa, he was the best teacher ever. I miss the time before I started to hate myself. I miss Tiia. A lot. I miss the mess in my room, it's not my room anymore now it's clean. I miss the time I wasn't too tired to study. I miss the time I did something physical exercises every week. I miss the time I thought I could speak anything to her. I miss the time when I didn't wanna die all the time. I miss the time I didn't have panic attacks. I miss the time I didn't have anykind of hallucinations. I miss the time I wasn't afraid all the time. I miss the time I was okay.