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Old 10-02-2019, 07:17 PM   #9
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I feel as if the sort term problems jobseeking being one of them can worked on lateenamdncan be solved when I’m in a better place mentally when I’m able to leave my house and when I’m less likely to sprint from anxiety situation and end up in place I don’t want to be dissociation. In otherworldly, when I am anxiety provoking situation i sprint from it as soon as I can without giving it any thought or without worrying about the cars, traffic and personal safety. I’m also a stage where when I’m harming myself more and more with food and I have no control when it happens as dissociate and next thing I can remember is that I brought a of food and done it without any thought, feeling or concern. In other words, impulsively. I don’t plan for it happen I just don’t remember it’s happened until I see a huge receipt for supermarket

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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