AS is Aspergers Syndrome.
I have tried to be positive but its just ends up with me feeling rubbish
I feel like im watching everything in slow motion right now I have no energy for anything.
I need to keep my job to pay for my horses people have told me to sell them get myself sorted and buy some more but its not that simple. Without my horses I have no reason at all to live, as it is im struggling
this week things are just going from bad to worse in my head and my CCO doesnt seem to understand, as long as i turn up to work hes happy the fact that im spending most of my time sat shaking and crying at one of my seniors is not important or the fact i cant do much work
im really struggling to find a reason why i should live through the night
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