Thank you, Hannah <3
I know it's an awful thing to be glad about but I'm glad im not alone. But it's horrible, I cried to my therapist about it, it brought the vile ****ing memories but I cried. I don't cry to people outside of my family. Embarrassed.
Counselling is supposed to be happening in January. When I had my appointment in May they said they'd refer me and of this year so I'll be put on the waiting list for early next year. I don't know what I want anymore. I don't think I'll make it til January.
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