do you have specific goal set in regards to the professional help? sometimes having some goals can give you more direction in your sessions, and help them be more effective.
you're doing the work for it to be over. it is tedious. it is painful. but if you don't do it, you will be stuck in this addiction forever. stick with recovery. perhaps you can think back on what motivated you in the beginning, and see if you have any new motivations.
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