It DOES matter and you're not wasting anyone's time. It sounds to me like there is a part of you that thinks hospital might be a good idea, but that your mum is stopping you, or it feels to you like she's stopping you. I know that it's really scary for you, but there are ways you could get to the hospital without her having to be told. You could make your own way there, and let the hospital help you. And they can help you when it comes to letting your Mum know that you are there. Honestly lovely, I really do think you should go to the hospital, and I get a feeling that you think the same? Maybe I'm wrong. Take care anyway. xxx
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