I'm so sorry this has happened. You've done everything those of us with suicidal thoughts get told to do in terms of alerting people to a crisis, and still not got decent immediate support. I have been through similar in the past so I can imagine the feelings.
It may not be much consolation but remember that this is a result of lack of funding of mental health services, and not a reflection on you personally. It sounds like there's general agreement you need more support. With both A&E and the crisis team chasing CMHT you may be looking at weeks rather than months for them to sort something out- although this is still too long at the moment.
Do you find telephone helplines (samaritans etc) of any use for out of hours?
I hope you start to feel safer soon.
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