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Fiddlesticks · 15-04-2012, 12:21 PM

I have decided that no matter what I do there will never be anything to fill this hole. I've tried, god knows how many times I've tried. To numb the oblivion, drain myself, forget it all. And it doesn't work. I came here for help and a distraction, but no matter what I do I'm alone amongst company. I hate myself and make others hate me. I won't ever be good enough for you 'cause the fact is there is nothing worth while in me. Nothing I can connect with, nothing you can connect with. I've given up on giving up. You deserve better than this. I can't explain how much this... thing... is eating me up.

15-04-2012, 12:21 PM	#21590
Fiddlesticks This Member is currently Banned Join Date: Mar 2012 Location: Dundee	Bleh. I have decided that no matter what I do there will never be anything to fill this hole. I've tried, god knows how many times I've tried. To numb the oblivion, drain myself, forget it all. And it doesn't work. I came here for help and a distraction, but no matter what I do I'm alone amongst company. I hate myself and make others hate me. I won't ever be good enough for you 'cause the fact is there is nothing worth while in me. Nothing I can connect with, nothing you can connect with. I've given up on giving up. You deserve better than this. I can't explain how much this... thing... is eating me up.