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Scarletdreamer · 17-10-2007, 12:24 AM

Hey guys, I'm new to the thread so I hope you don't mind me bopping in.

I've been struggling lately with my faith and SI'ing. I've not cut in over a year, but I've SI'd since then, several times, and I feel quite far from God, even though I know He's not far from me and never will be. And I just don't have the energy to go seek Him. I don't know if that makes sense.

And tonight is bad. Bad bad bad. As in, an SI night. I think I'll be okay, it's just so frustrating that I feel like I've lost all connexion with my God and my faith. Am I speaking nonsense or do you all get what I'm attempting to say?

Prayers would definitely be welcome. Thanks. :)

17-10-2007, 12:24 AM	#131
Scarletdreamer .toxic.girl.april. Join Date: Oct 2007 Location: In my head. I am currently:	Hey guys, I'm new to the thread so I hope you don't mind me bopping in. I've been struggling lately with my faith and SI'ing. I've not cut in over a year, but I've SI'd since then, several times, and I feel quite far from God, even though I know He's not far from me and never will be. And I just don't have the energy to go seek Him. I don't know if that makes sense. And tonight is bad. Bad bad bad. As in, an SI night. I think I'll be okay, it's just so frustrating that I feel like I've lost all connexion with my God and my faith. Am I speaking nonsense or do you all get what I'm attempting to say? Prayers would definitely be welcome. Thanks. :)
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